the eyes i cant forget [01 Oct 2005|05:57pm] 2,000 miles and a 1,000 isles couldn't blind me from your face and this image youve left me with of your deep brown eyes its brought me to realize that when you gaze into mine it makes my heart long for you with time and though the space between us mixes the yellow with the blue these eyes wont leave you 6 dream about the stars

[11 Jul 2005|07:56pm]           friends only. 4 dream about the stars

[09 Jun 2005|10:37pm] class is over, and the departure begins. it is i who am left waiting to be picked up. my passion to break free and leap in the air is steaming. i walk into the empty room, dark and damp. the mirrors spread across the wall, and the light that seeps in is the crack from the door. i look straight in the mirror, straight at the reflection it throws me. i catch it on its decent. it is i, me, ME. and i am afraid of this moment but ive never been happier. its just where i belong. ive come to a conclusion that a mirror reflecting in a dark room, is one of the most beautiful things in life. and its something you cant take a picture of either. arghness. 2 dream about the stars

[07 Jun 2005|10:00pm] this rythum, this rymne, the earth. baby i wanna dance with you, and refute this anger. i wanna scream on my tip toes, and look anger straight in the eye. I WANT TO LET GO, BUT I WANT TO CONTRIDICT YOU. thats what you want. and baby what i want, baby what i want doesnt matter. my star is burning up, about to explode, to die? nah. but im burning inside out, and outside in. the silent fire has diffused through my skin, and has welted my heart. baby mend me back together because i only want to dance. i want to  be set free, because thats when im free, when im dancing. and when your name is on my tounge i tap harder, i spin faster, i leap higher. im through this but i dont want to be. i want to climb up you, and just seep into your skin, melt through you and become you. i want to kiss your insides and rub my hands all over you. i want you to feel the pain i feel, because i cant. im so numb. i want to become your mind and think freely. baby open up your arms to me, i just want to know what you do, where you go, what you say. i just want to know. baby i wonder and my ribs are stabbing me, threating me with the tears of blood i relish. and to become a snake and slither up she who walks with you, bite the poison into her. and hope she doesnt become sick. yeah because im a sucker. im a sucker for your love. and my sweat has drenched my body in hope ill wake up with you on my mind and me on yours - together. maybe we do these things together and our hang motions are the same. maybe i cry twice the tears because i cry your pain when you see me. baby you look right through me. i dont know i dont know! and our selfish lives we all live come crashing in. our highs and lows. "its just highschool" baby high schools a part of life. i wanna hurt you so good, and taste the thoughts in your veins. i hope you know your a murderer. yes, A MURDERER. of all my good intensions, of my smile. how do you feel knowing that your the one who has slapped this fake smile on me once again. HOW DOES IT FEEL. you have murdered me. for the time being. baby just touch me, and let your fingertips role over my body, and let me cry and sweat it all out, all this anger. and let me get just one more laugh in before its time. just one more good sin in. just one more kiss, and ill be on my way. on my way back into out of your body, a departure, so i can get a look at you. fly home baby, fly home. 3 dream about the stars

[06 Jun 2005|09:50pm] ajiizzzzle34 (9:43:33 PM): i no u prob dont feel like hearing this but ur such a sweet girl and keith is an asshole so u shud try 2 move on and forget about him cuz i no theres alot of guys out there looking for a girl half as good as u ajiizzzzle34 (9:44:17 PM): its not right seeing u sad in school ajiizzzzle34 (9:44:44 PM): like i can jsut tell something is wrong ,im used to seeing u walkin down the hall all happy,and u have sucha pretty smile and u shud show it off more   i had a plan of forgetting, well, for everyone who is clueless out there, i will explain in a later entry the whole situation. im not one to try to cause drama, im really not. and i hate this whole high school crap. dont get me wrong, i do love highschool and i am living it up. but you have to understand i am more mature then this. when i have time to tell the situation i will, because i need to get it out anyways. i mean i am looking at the good sides of this situation, i am. im really just so hurt. baby i thought we were just meant to be together. but things happen. and aj made my night. i made my mistake, and im learning from it. well it really wasnt a mistake. i dont know. i dont know. youll understand when i put what accually happened. its bullshit. and im such a sinner when it comes to falling too fast. 2 dream about the stars

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